| Im Niki Nintendoxcore And yes, I am a train wreck. I'm just a person. I'm extremely humble. Ill probably never impact you or your life, or anyone Else's. Whether you met me here or know me in real life, I'm just a small being, from a small town, in this big world, that plays a small role in your life. I'm really nice once you get to know me. Unfortunately if you met me here or on myspace, you'll ever get to know the real me. No matter what this paragraph says, what my pictures show, or what people say, it will never be the same. But I can let you know that I am straight edge. I am drug and alcohol free. That stuff is grody. Just because youre not edge doesnt mean Ill hate you. Although I dont have the cleanest mouth and dont agree with everything thats in the Bible(sorry), I do love God. I was born Catholic and faced religious struggles, but I know God will helpfully pull me through and save me a nice spot in Heaven. And I am currently trying to better myself so that can happen. I don't do drama. If you want to start crap, I will use that block button and end it real soon. I try not to judge people, I feel everyone has a chance. And I can only hope that you don't judge me and give me a chance also. I am who I am and there's no way for you to change anything about my life. I wont change for anyone for any reason. However, I do hate on fakes. Whether its fake in personality, fake in appearance or fake in identity, fake is fake. And there is no way to change it. I'm a guilty person. I feel guilty 98% of the time, if I did anything bad or not, I still feel the same. But Im trying this whole "live without regrets" thing, isnt working too well. I get confused with myself and my feelings quite often and have a hard time finding a medium. Im either bouncing off the walls happy, or Im crying sad. Im either in bright colors, or in dark ones. Im still figuring my emotions out. Im one big walking talking contradiction. You cant judge me based on the things I like, because Ill confuse you. Dont ever think for one second you have me figured out. I'm also a grateful person. I love everything I have. Sometimes I just seem to over look the simple things. I like to make sure the world knows the difference between me and you. I like trying to be different, I go out of my way to do so. I also have a voice that needs to be heard. I love expressing my opinions with everyone who wants to hear them. But I appreciate expression through the way I dress. My one goal in life is to be happy, no matter what Im doing, and if you make me happy, youre not leaving my life anytime soon. I'm just a kid with high hopes and big dreams. And when you're this young its hard to do anything to make them come true. I want to love life and every second of it, but sometimes my life get hectic and seems unreal at times. I'm taking life as it comes at me, one step at a time. I've got that beginner status, I'm learning |